Human Relations

Whats up with humans. I mean Ive seen it happen, I myself am so overly aware sometimes ofmyself that it doesnt really happen...
but girls or boys even alike that one day go I have the best bf/gf to, broken up. To me it sounds like yo-yo . A rollercoaster without the uphill leveling out.
If that person at one time was truly the wolrd to you, truly treated you the best, so much you deemed them best in a public communication tool.....
then you would believe in true love, love that you dont easily give up on. Not a few days, or weeks, but months and maybe ask for outside help.
Unles they cheated/abused obviously...


I just see it too often, and the word LOVE is used too lightly. I dont say I love thing or people unless I truly do. Someone that will always stay in my life somehow. An item I cannot love. It is but an oject, one can adore but not love. People sleep with others too quickly and from the orgasms explosive endorphins comes false intense emotions, and people dont question it or logic it.

Why?

Then I think, is this why I am alone quite often? I have a handful of true boyfriends.... and lots of singletime. But then again I dont want to constantly date a guy, I feel I would question my entire emotional database if I am constantly saying love about a guy.

Interesting thoughts from interesting me, perhaps? I hope so!

Following the yellow brick road...

I made this decision, after my old journal was being questioned by strangers, my mother was lurking and can quote my friends names based on small tidbits of info given, and I just feel like I need an outlet.
And no, a psychriatrist is not one. I may be crazy and zany but Im certainly not insane.


So welcome. You will see lots of ranting, food,music and weird stories here.

Welcome to my darkside.